I think I've decided that I need to leave The World That Never Was.

It ties me so closely to a life I gave up; one I can't have anymore. This place is on the brink between the light and the dark, but it's too empty... there's nothing to diffuse either of them and the memories here are steeped too strongly in that suffocating blackness that tries to draw me back. I don't want to leave... strangely, I think my heart knows that a part of me belongs here, all manner of the phrase, but ... I'm afraid.

I can't continue to remain in the trappings of my old self and hope that perhaps all I need is time to adjust; that I can remain here and still retain my light. I need to know if this is something I really have the ability to gain control over and I can't do that here. I need a buffer. I have to leave.

[Private to Xemnas] I don't want to do this alone, but I haven't been able to tell you about it yet. I know I shouldn't let that bother me, but it doesn't feel right that I've yet to speak with you about all of this. There's ... actually quite a bit I want to talk about. When can I see you?

[Private to Fran and Luxord] I was thinking about starting in Port Royal. I know you two frequent there and I suppose out of all the worlds, it's one of the few I'm more familiar with by now. I don't think I could stand Radiant Garden, but maybe Traverse Town...